那你呢?

是不是在一起久了,爱情会演变成感情?
因为某些回忆而固执着的感情.
因为投资太多而坚持着的感情.

因为不甘寂寞而捍卫着的感情.

因为太多根本没有人愿意面对的感情.

而我坚持着的又是什么?

爱情?

仰或...

我不愿意去面对的感情?



其实我不知道它们之间的差别.
是好或不好的.


用心去爱的感情,和用执着去爱的感情.
是这样解释吗?

我很模糊,

那你呢?

差一步

就只差一步











我就从高空坠落.

我们都傻.




-

星期六

雨后的天空  透出一道光线
久违了  暖暖的空气

我一如往常的踏入 星巴克

浓郁的咖啡香  扑鼻而来
即使没有很爱咖啡  却还是大力深呼吸 

爵士音乐  轻轻禰漫着
间接性影响我烂透的心情
有时侯  这也是种小幸福



脑袋是空的  却装不下一丝伤害
满的时候  　只有一堆残骸




那个晚上  因为一句歌词
躲在被里  哭得歇斯底里

不为什么而哭  只是想释放自己






星期六的下午
这一分  这一秒
又突然失落...



面对陌生的脸孔   想大哭.

扭曲

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

已经很小心很小心


到底要我怎么办?





为什么偏偏要扭曲我的话.

最远的 . 天空

希望  飞更远一点



可以吗?

你觉得呢?

被考倒的问题  显得有些失措

不喜欢做比较  结果太糟糕

2923万人口  2923万种性格

又怎么可以  过分要求

当你要求别人  请先检讨自己

要是你无法比别人好  请闭嘴





我  慢了几拍?

你觉得呢?

August Is Lov3

Heloo August !!
A brand New Month :)


Today was my first working day at Travel Agency.
Feel very strange in this department.
but , who cares ? Finally I get a job .
Perhaply I love this job since last time I've plan to take tourism course.
Well , my boss is very good and everything is still ok for me .

---------------------------------

Yesterday 31 July -- I went to Penang with Him

He always tried to act cute ==!!
*Drove with speed 120/kmj on penang bridge ,act cute somemore, Good job ! ==!!! *

懂了

有 1 直看我部落格的你们  有没有发现 1 件事情 ?

我  好久  好久  都没特意提起他了
对我来说  是好现象吧

我和他  争执少了   关系改善了
虽然偶尔会不满意 1 些事情
因为游戏而完全无视我  因为游戏忘了答应我的事
不过我累了  因为我了解某些性格真的很难改
很多事情  要经历过才知道

等他再成熟 1 些吧.

与他之间的感情  变得平稳平淡
我已经忘了该去要求什么   

早已经随着他的性格改变 
他  喜欢更简单 1 点

不过我依然期待惊喜 : p





他变了 , 我知道的 :)






双子对你的爱 , 是需要时间细心酝酿.




我  懂了.

Accident :(

Oh mama ! Very bad luck recently !

Seems like all bad thing has come to me :(

Today ,I planned not to step out my house even a boss ask me to interview at thier shop which is nearby my house. The big hot Sun is killing me .

After a few hours , my friend - POKEMON  give me a phone number , and she told me that her godbro'S office need people because his gf is pregnant .

Well , I called and he ask me interview by the next day .

I not sure where is it so that I just ask for the address , afterwards I just grab my car's key and told my mom I go out for awhile.

I stil remember my mom said ' please chnge ur cloth ' ( I was wearing my stupid tshirt n pants ) She asked me to do so because she says we don't knw what will happen on next second . ( means if got any accident that i hv to get out from car )

Well , I ignored her and went out , and I forget about I'd promosie myself not to going out before The sun disappear from my eyes sight .

Wow , sunlight is fighting with me and suddenly ..... '' pang !! ''

Yea , is an accident , I kissed people's ass ! ==''
My first reaction : SHIT !!

That malay uncle get out from car ask say ' turun turun ' .....
arghhhh !! centre of the road ...... thoudsand of car was passed by there ...
Damn !! And very lucky , got two police man is just not far from us .... yea lucky -.- !! So , he ask tht two police man come to us and ask me stay theree don't go anywhere ==!!! Sir , I'm not goin anywhere !

After that , police man ask me ' dik , nak macam mana ? nak report keh apa ? '
Police ar police , if don't want report tak kan u want me run away? lolx
So , I Called papa and then go to police station .... What a Hot hot day !! ><''

I still very calm and dint drop any tears :D
After 2hours , finally done my report and papa said directly go to his friend's shop to repair our car ==!! arghhhh.....I can't accept I have to face so many people with this look ! what the xxxx .... but I had no choices ==!!

When I reached there , they show me shocked face ~~~
what so shock worrr~~~ never see people accident mehhhh....not so serious also , least I still can drive ==
Well , they told me if repair have to take about 2weeks times ==!!! OMG
2weeks......thn how was my business....eveything will stuck ...
Without car , I just like a dead body ~~~~~~~

Bless Me :(



Lastly , hmmm ... sorry to my dad.

p/s : I didn't take any photo of my car coz my phone is spoiled too !!! Recently what also rosak !!!!

懒散

最近的我,就像堆懒泥. 我过着自己想要的生活 , 我选择的生活.
然而 , 我什么都没有. 什么都没得到.
你认为我很快乐吗? 过着自己选择的生活1定快乐吧.
讽刺的是 , 我根本不敢面对 .是我太懦弱 . 

多少次我哭得崩溃 , 因为周遭的人和事物所逼 . 

更可悲的是 , 当眼泪使命的流 , 我翻开通讯录 , 200个名字除掉家人以外 , 没有人 .
赫然发现 , 我朋友很少 ,少得重新看过 1 遍 , 还是没有人.
我笑了 , 却舍不得删除 . 究竟这现象持续了多久?

庆幸的是 , 这生活让我更清楚身边每个人的性格.
哈哈 , 为什么呢 ? 因为太多多余的时间 .
他们的性格 , 思想 , 待人处事 ... 我观察得好彻底 .
不过 , 这不见得是好事 , 因为我对身边的人产生反感  :(
最看不惯幼稚 , 怎么办?



发生了太多太多事 , 心情也好难形容.
鼻头又 1 阵酸 ....
我想狠狠的发泄 , 歇嘶底里的呐喊.....




说真的 , 看着自己

我好沮丧.